I thrive on my alone time. Well, maybe not thrive...but I really, truly need alone time once in a while. Sometimes there's so much inside that if I'm with people some of it is bound to come out, and I say things I know I'll regret. Or something like that.
Today was one of those days. It was a good day, and a successful day. Alexys was a good girl (after a rough night of teething and screaming) all morning, napped well, ate well. We went for a walk and met Cadence and Mackenzie - I went for a walk with their mommies, Amber and Ashley. Mackenzie is only 8 days older than Alexys, but man is she ever tall!!! Cadence is so tiny, at just two weeks old, and it's hard to believe Alexys was a newborn like that just 3.5 months ago! They really do grow so fast. After our morning walk, I dropped Alexys off at my mom's and I got to skate! I'll be skating Tuesdays and Thursdays now, and I know I'll enjoy this time. I need it, and want it. And no, Alexys didn't take a bottle - we time it right. I guess there's no real going out for me until she's weaned...and I guess I'll have to be okay with that. We still try a bottle every single day, and cross my fingers everytime, but no luck so far.
After skating, I just didn't have the energy to drive home. I'm tired and a little grumpy, and just sort of wanted to be left alone. Ya know that feeling? There's nothing wrong per say - I just wanted my alone time. And I didn't want to stay up until 12am to get it. So I decided to spend the night at my parents. I've been doing school work for a good two hours now, and got a lot done. I finished the section I'm working on (sensory organs)...and just have the final test to finish. I want to do that on my desktop, and not my Dad's laptop - I make more mistakes typing on a laptop and with transcription silly typos are definitely frowned upon. Alexys went down around 8:15 or so, and she's sleeping in the playpen at my parents. I took the laptop downstairs with me, and am enjoying my time alone. My beautiful, baby girl is near to me and I can enjoy some time on the internet. A little more schoolwork, a little bit of blogging, and some general reading.
I guess this is my "weekend". I didn't have to get the coffee pot ready for morning, I didn't do the dishes, or cleanup after dinner. I didn't do any of that. It's my day off. We'll go home in the morning and do what we need to, as per usual. I just think we all need a night off sometimes. If I'm at home I've trained myself to just get everything done at night - I can turn on the magic side now and won't let myself go to bed or even work on schoolwork until dinner is cleaned up, lunches are made, etc. Tonight is my night off.
Good night...and sorry for the babbling.
kortney elise xoxo