I took the day off from life today a little bit...well, my normal life.
Normally on Thursdays I skate and therefore take the evening off work to do that. But tonight? Nothing. I didn't go skating. I sat on the couch, cuddled my baby, caught up on DWTS (I love this season!), and played Facebook games. I didn't log in to work (although I did check a few times, I'm neurotic like that). I just sorta did nothing.
I was feeling sick this afternoon, like seriously on the edge of the car seat ready to barf (Courtenay was driving, not me)...when we got back to her house I had to lie down on the couch for 20 minutes I felt so awful. I made dinner (toasted tomato, spinach, feta, and onion sandwiches for me if you'd like to know...with beets on the side) and just lazed around. I lied down for 45 minutes and just lied there (after Jord got home). I took it as my body's sign to me that I was crashing and I needed to just...chill.
Chilling is a hard thing for me. I hate chilling. I even struggle to nap unless I'm truly exhausted because my mind is going a mile a minute. It a good thing for me tonight. I was calm and that meant Alexys was too...and she went to sleep without a fight at all.
I liked tonight. I may indulge more often. I'm feeling better now mostly and am simply going to make Jord's lunch before I head to bed...before midnight...for the first time in months and months I think!!!
kortney elise xoxo
2 comments:
You SHOULD indulge more often. Its not like you don't deserve it! You need time for yourself to stay sane. Even if it is just laying on the couch for the night - you mind needs it as much as your body does. And everyone will be better of because of it.
I agree with Leah - you gotta have some time for yourself. You gotta stay healthy, body and mind. Not just for yourself , but you little girl as well!
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